Head Room
I’m still alive, if anyone is wondering. Took an overlong hiatus. Breathing…still breathing…
Yesterday afternoon I went to a park, plopped myself down under a tall tree, and stared up at the sky.
There they were. Those clouds again.
Like that spring morning seven years ago when I learned that Mom had died.
Or, in the same year, that September afternoon we lost Dad.
It’s been ages since I’ve had so much time all to myself (probably on a similar summer’s day when I was, oh, maybe 12), lazing on the grass and gazing up at the sky.
I still wonder about the same things I probably did as a child: How big is the universe? Why are we on this planet? What is the meaning behind the shapes of plants, animals, people, buildings … clouds?
Is this—me, idle, lying under a tree in midsummer—all some sort of elaborate dream?
And maybe I’m entirely somewhere else?
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